It feels so strange tonight. I miss my brothers so much. I miss Abang, and two younger bro. There will be a time when adik-adik lelaki grown up, having girlfriends, and they tend to be different. So much different.
It feels so strange when I don't feel like sharing my problems with you.
Masa makan malam tadi, saya suka tengok cara salah sorang kawan laki ni. Yup, dia classmate. Suka tengok cara dia cakap dengan mak dia. So gentle and manja. He respects women. Susah nak jumpa lelaki macam tu sekarang. A guy with that kind of conversation with a mother. So sweet and polite.
Doa. Doa, Sarah.
should be sleeping right now but keep on worrying something. Kali ni bukan hantu. I feel so burden sampai malas nak layan rasa takut ni. But anyway, I hate dark places.
